I Kissed A Girl & I liked It

I still can’t believe I let it happen, but it went down during our girls’ weekend in Vegas last month and I’m still fingering myself to it every night. This chick in our group has been thirsty for me forever. She sends late-night texts saying she wants to eat my pussy until I cry. She always “jokes” about stealing me from my boyfriend. One time at a house party she straight-up told me she’d fuck me better than he ever could. I brushed it off every time because I’m supposed to be straight and loyal.

We got hammered at the club. We stumbled back to the Airbnb, and everyone else blacked out in the living room. She caught me in the hallway, yanked me into her bedroom, and locked the door. She shoved me onto the bed, climbed on top, kissed me sloppy, and shoved her hand down my shorts. I let her rub my clit for a minute before the guilt hit like a truck and I pushed her off. She rolled her eyes, called me a coward, and sprawled out on the bed like she was waiting.

I went to my room soaked, clit throbbing, pissed at how turned on I was. Ten minutes later I’m creeping back to her door and letting myself in. She’s already naked, legs spread, smirking like she won. I climbed between her thighs, pinned her wrists above her head, and dove face-first into her pussy. I sucked her clit hard, licked her folds messy, fingered her deep and fast while she bucked and cursed my name. She tried to squirm away when she got close, but I held her hips down and ate her out relentlessly until she came screaming, squirting all over my mouth and the sheets.

I wiped my face on her thigh, got up, and walked out without saying shit. Back in my room I ignored my boyfriend’s “miss you babe” text, spread my legs, and rubbed one out thinking about how she tasted and how hard she shook. I feel like a disgusting cheater, but part of me is dying for her to slide into my DMs with a pic so I can pretend I’m not this wet over it. My man still thinks I’m his good girl, and honestly? Her cum on my tongue hit different than anything he’s ever given me. What the fuck have I become?