Longest Held Fantasy

I wish I could finally live out my deepest, longest-held fantasy: to be gang raped and completely used by as many men as possible. I want them to treat me like a dirty little whore, abusing and degrading my body however they please, turning me into their personal sex slave or prostitute for as long as they want. I fantasize about this constantly, craving to be passed around and broken in with zero limits, but I’m too shy and scared of judgment to ever ask for it myself.